Yesterday didn’t end up as dreadful as I feared, though it did suck overall. I wish I could shut off my mind, because I imagine the worst case scenario when something is going wrong and I don’t know what the real problem is, and it doesn’t always turn out that way. This was one instance where what I feared was going to happen was far worse than what actually transpired. Needless to say, I won’t have to come out of my self-imposed “retirement”.

New Smallville tonite! That and I have to watch the season finale of Oz since I missed it for the ppv on sunday. I think I will actually eat dinner tonite, I was so upset yesterday that I got sick to my stomach and couldnt’ eat anything aside from some crackers.