Archive for September, 2002

Last nite’s Sopranos wasn’t very good.

I didn’t get much sleep, and now I have a headache and am over-tired. I also will probably be working late today as well.

7 days from now I will be on an operation table with a scalpel and tools in my back. I am officially starting to get nervous about it.

My sister will be staying with me until Thursday that week, which is great. After that, I will have to call everyone I know to come help me out.

Some sonofabitch cheated me out of my punk rock again and outbid me on a record on ebay. I also forgot to bid on one as well this morning and lost out.

I guess that is all I have to say for now.

I awoke to the sound of the doorbell ringing this morning, it was my cleaning lady. I knew she was coming today, but I was under the impression that she was coming later in the day or at night, as she said night last time she was here. She barely speaks a word of English, so apparently night has a different meaning where she is from. So much for my sleeping in late today. I played castlevania on the gameboy advance for most of the time she was here until the battery died again, that i what I get for not charging it fully. I was lost for a long time in that game but I finally found out where I was supposed to go, I just overlooked it.

After she left, and I won a copy of Dope Guns n Fucking in the Streets Vol. 1 on ebay, I hauled my half-crippled ass to the grocery store and loaded up for when I am home all laid-up after my surgery in 8 days. I got an email yesterday from “the married girl” and she said she could help out some while I am home laid up and bring me food. That was super sweet of her to say that especially as she is pretty busy with her 2 kids. This is not the first time that she’s been there for me. After I got my wisdom teeth pulled she came over with a bag full of soft food like pudding and ice cream for me to eat while I was recovering from that, and when I had some other surgery, she came by once and brought me some food.

I just got the interview back finally from John Stabb (formerly of Government Issue, now in Factory Incident) so I have to assemble it for the website. I have been waiting for that for quite awhile now. I also recently got in touch with a member of AOD and an interview with him will be happening in the near future.

90 minutes until Sopranos! Thor is coming by to watch it too.

I got a link to this from Laura’s blog. My results are below.

quiz created by glitterevil

Which Cure single are you?

Well, I think that I am gonna make the switch to moveable type in the very near future. Thor is coming by tomorrow to watch sopranos and I beleive he said he’d help me get it working with my blog. I spent a good portion of the day writing reviews and updating my site, plus I finally made a new index page for punkvinyl.com. The one I had up there was thrown together in 5 minutes so I made a nicer one that links back to the spontaneous.com site. I was listening to some of the records in the stack of new arrivals in the punk vault while I was working on it.

Alright since I found myself with nothing to do and while flipping channels, I stopped on mtv and wound up watching the real world. This new season is set in Las Vegas. Well so far it has been about one of the guys was interested in one of the girls, who seemed at first to feel the same way, but then gets drunk and decides to hook up with one of the other roommates. Not only that, but they make out with each other right in front of the guy. That is fucking evil and he should have kicked the crap out of the both of them. The second episode found one of other female roommates making out with the aforementioned couple when everyone was drunk, then later, the girl who hooked up with the guy on episode 1 is crying cuz her daddy doesn’t love her. That’s cuz you look like a slut on TV honey.

When I saw that first episode, I really felt for the dude that got left out. One time, many years ago, I went out to a show with this girl who I kind of liked and thought was cute. Well, at the show, she gets really drunk and ends up making out with one of my alleged “friends” who was at the show. I was pretty pissed off and contemplated leaving her at the show but instead did the stupid thing at the end of the nite and drove her home, where I did not speak a word to her and when we got back to her place I just said “OK, get out”. I wasn’t surprised that my alleged friend did that, he was a sleazy bastard anyway and I didn’t much care for him anyway, but I was surprised that she did that.

Sometimes I think that I am somehow cursed when it comes to the relationship department. I have been screwed over and hurt on more than one occasion. The last relationship I was in, turned out to be the best girlfriend I ever had and we were together a long time, however it got off on the wrong foot, and I was a complete idiot and selfish prick all because I was too scared to open up to the girl because of scars from past relationships. I figured I was protecting myself, what really happened was that it cost me the best woman that ever came into my life. It was only when it was too late that I realized what I had done. I spent a long time trying to get her to give me another chance to no avail. We don’t speak to each other now and haven’t in nearly 2 months due to an incident that I wrote about here, but there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about her and I still really miss her.

Man, I gotta get through this back surgery and recovery so I can find something to do at nite, being cooped up at home like this isn’t so good for the mental well being at times. It is gonna be a long month of recovery after the surgery.

Another friday nite with nothing to do. I just finished dinner and am now watching this Charles Manson documentary DVD that I got sent to review for the website. It is pretty low budget but is interesting so far. Tomorrow I have to go get some blood drawn for the pre-op tests for the upcoming surgery. It just so happens the hospital is right near potbellys so anyone care to guess where I’ll be eating tomorrow for lunch?